THE GIRL IN THE MIRROR..

Through the walls..
And past the mirrors..

Stands a girl..

Who is strong..

With her eyes filled with fire..

Her soul is weak..

But they would never know...

Detailed with passion..

A definition of her heart..

Words filled with regret..

Her dream to write pieces of no meaning.. 

Nothing they could understand..

How do I explain..

Write of happiness..

When all my stories are sad...

So hard to tell ..

My expression ..

My speech stuttering..

My hands shaky.. 

My heart beating fast..

Loosing sleep from stress..

I want to give it up ..

Let go of the never existed..

Step up to the plate..

But how do you know me...

When you can not get me..

When you don’t know me..

When you cant figure me out...

Battling her everyday..

Beat her down..

Tell the girl in the mirror..

To never give up..

Reassure her it will be ok ..

So many burdens...

With makeup running down her face..

I tell her.. 

Tomorrow is another day.. 

Tomorrow will be better..

Tomorrow I can start over..

Like all the other days...

THE OTHER LOVE..

I just wanna share a poem called..

 "The Other Love"...

A sailor is in love with the waves

and eventually like the waves
he becomes a hopeless lover.


A poet is in love with words
and eventually the net of words
traps him from the meaning.


The sea is an infatuating spread
But the sea will not confess its secret
The poet is a passionate writer
But the words can never be uttered
And the self become a summit of mystery.


All creation is a medium to a recognition of the creator
Yet how shall I write a poem of love
So that the medium does not hide the purpose?

FAITHFUL ..

I just wanna share this story about a girl and a boy..


Several months ago, a girl and and a boy met in FB and became friends..
They always chat every time they were online..
It started as friendship then it turned out to be love..
At first the girl reluctant to step into a love phase but the boy convinced her that he would take a good care not to break the girl heart..
Day after day gone by..they became close..
And with each passing days, bit by bit the truth revealed..
The boy who did promise to be online everyday broke his promise..
The girl keep waiting for him like a fool..
When the girl sent him message asking why? the only answer she received was I'M BUSY ..NETWORK SUCKS..
The girl just accept the reason with open heart without doubt..
And what happened next..??
The boy said in the message that he can't go online cause of bad network..so the girl said never mind she just stayed offline...
At the same time the girl found out that he were able to comments on his friends' status n do the thumbs up ..
Thanks to the new FB appearence  of recent news..
Knowing this the girl a bit broken hearted..she wondered why this boy lied to her..
Then with all the courage, she asked the boy why he lied ?
He said: I'm confused. I don't know what to think anymore.I don't know whether I should continue to be with you or I'll just be with someone else. 
The girl's heart shattered into pieces..it is not her who ask for the relationship in the first place..
So the girl just said: Fine, if that's the case I'll go..
But then the boy don't wanna let her go..and they continue with the relationship..
Until a few days ago..the boy didn't online..so the girl thought his network was bad..
Without notice, the girl bumped into a status wrote by another girl to his wall..
The girl just understood a bit so she asked a friend to translate it for her..
Upon knowing the the meaning of the status..the girl felt sad coz the boy actually have another lover and yet he wanted to keep her too..so greedy..!!
And last night the girl found out that he's not busy working but he was having fun with his friends somewhere near his hometown..the girl knew about this cause one of his friends uploaded and tag the photos of him ..
The girl wants to make sure of it this morning..then she found out all the tagged photos not there anymore..maybe he hides it from the girl..
The girl didn't understand why the boy didn't want to tell her the truth..
It will be easier that way..the girl don't have to wait for him all this while..
Being FAITHFUL for no reason..
Today, the girl realized that there's no use for being faithful to someone who's been cheating to her right from the start..
Maybe this experience will be a great lesson to her about relationship..
Hope one day the girl will meet someone who are honest to be with her, not because of her looks only..the one who could accept her as she is..


The End..