The Saddest Heart.. T_T

Standing alone on the rooftop of the building really makes me feel at ease..

Don't worry I'm not gonna jump off the building..hahhah..

It's been a long time since I last been here..

Miss this place so much..

So many things happened lately..from the happiest to the saddest..all are in blend..

I guess today is the saddest day of my life..

I know it's gonna change my life forever..

Nobody can accept the fact..so am I..

But I just make myself calm as if I never heard a thing ..

I just walked a few blocks and end up up here..

The same place I've been months ago..

But the condition differed already...

Here still..I feel life is unfair..for a girl like me who always did my best to keep on surviving..

The happiness I felt months before already vanished in a blink of an eye..

So sad..nothing in the world can fix it..

Now I'm just hoping for a miracle..(but I guess there's none)..

And I'm gonna live my life to the full..while I still can..

And I'm gonna appreciate all the people surrounding me better..

There's a  phrase echoes on my mind now..it says..

EVEN THE CLEAR SKY CAN NEVER BRIGHTEN THE SADDEST HEART..