Poem from afar...

Someone write me a poem and send it to my inbox in FB..
Just wanna share it here..


Jika suatu saat kuingin berlari
Mungkin aku akan mencoba berlari
Menggapai sebuah harapan cinta yang tak pernah lagi ku peluk erat..

Tapi.,disaat raga ku mulai gontai
Aku terpana akan sosok sebuah misteri wajah cantik dan angun dari sebingkai foto indah yang kulihat
Sebuah tembok harapan akan kecerahan sebuah cinta..

Tapi pelangi itu hanya sebentar saja menerangi dunia ku
Karena ku tahu
Sebuah jarak yang mengelabui hatiku yang akan berseri
Namun seakan ingin meredup..

Seandainya ku dapat memilih
Mungkin hati ini ingin ku rapatkan ke awan cerah hatimu..

MENGENALIMU..

Pertemuan kita hanya kebetulan

Mengenalimu sudah kuanggap satu takdir

Tak pernah bersua

Namun selalu bercerita

Aneh tapi nyata

Air mata semalam menjadi saksi

Mengenalimu membawa sejuta keindahan

Melemparkan kekalutan

Menceriakan hati yang sudah lama sepi

Membuka kembali pintu yang sudah lama terkunci

Bagaimana harus aku bicarakan lagi

Hanya hati ini yang merasai dan mengetahui

Segala yang aku pendamkan terhadapmu

Telah banyak perubahan yang kau bawa dalam hidupku

Ketulusanmu manggamit jiwa dan naluriku

Aku menyayangi cerita semalam

Kau dan aku

Bersama dalam dunia maya

Membuatku ku tersenyum menatap bintang

Yang menjadi saksi pertemanan kita

Harapanku

Kita sentiasa teguh

Berlandaskan sebuah keikhlasan

Dan Seberkas kejujuran

Semoga segala mimpi menjadi kenyataan..

NEVER GIVE UP..

Never give up..

that's what I always tell myself..

but sometimes I can't help falling..

Falling ..and falling..and falling.. over and over..

I'm not perfect..

Got lots of flaws in fact..

I do wanna be positive..really I do..

But sometimes, the surroundings didn't support me to be one..

In fact it makes me falling deeper..

My life is so hard..really hard..but I never regret it..

My life is mine..

Mine for the taking..

I didn't enjoy my life as what the girl of my age been doing..

I have to study hard and maintain excellent grade so that I don't lose my scholarship..

Apart from that I do part time jobs just to earn pocket money..

I have no time for myself..no time to pampered myself..but still I manage to smile and laugh at it..

People will not know what I've been through..they are not in the same shoes..

They will never know..

They will never understand..

Some people said that my heart is made of brick..cause I didn't give them positive response when they talked about love to me..

Some people said I just playing hard to get..

I don't mind though..but sorry..I'm not an actress ..playing such a role..

I am a normal girl..I do wanna be loved and loving...

I never denied the fact that I need someone ..

Even if I never said it out loud..

They don't know that I have to sacrifice my own feelings all this while..

Sometimes I felt really lonely..

But as for now I have to focus on my study..

That's my main objective..

And I'm trying to ignore my feeling right now..

It's sure hard..but I'm trying..

and I always believe that there's a sunshine beyond the dark clouds...(^_^)

Just wanna share this vid by YUNA , one of my favourite singers..titled TERUKIR DI BINTANG..

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu..
Tapi sayang..
Kan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu..
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba..
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia..

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi..
Seribu tahun pun ..
Akan ku nantikan… kamu…

Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu..

THE HIDDEN MYSTERY..

In the deepest depths of you and me

In the deepest depths of we

Lies the most beautiful jewel

Shining forth eternally

Within that precious jewel

Within that priceless piece of we

Lies a time beyond all time

Lies a place beyond all space

Within that sacred source of radiance

Lies a love beyond all love

Waiting

Waiting

Waiting

Ever so patiently

Waiting for you, waiting for me

Waiting patiently for all to see

The beauty that is you inside of me

The beauty that is me inside of thee

In the deepest depths of you and me

In the deepest depths of we

Lies the love and wisdom

Of all Eternity

MY LIFE IS A NOTEBOOK..

My life is a notebook,my destiny is a pen..
The words in the notebook are events of a plan..

The plan of my lifetime,of my true existence..
Where there are details about me and my presence..

The important events are written in bold..
The ones I'll always bear in mind and hold..

The full stop denotes a signal to a new start..
when my life begins to have another stage or part..

The words in bright,beautiful colors are moments of joy..
These which I wish to live all the time and always enjoy..

The unhappy moments are words written in black..
When I'm bound to face frustration,loneliness,or bad luck..

Once the pen of my destiny is done writing..
The notebook of my life will be closed and I'll cease living...

SECOND ENCOUNTER..

It's been a while since I last updated my blog..
Here's the story for today..(^_^)


A : hey..I know you..you are the one that I met on the set last time..am I rite? 
B : owh..it's you..yep, we met on the set..what are you doing here..?
A : I was about to ask you that..being alone in this rooftop.. ?
B : I like it here..being away from the crowd..having some peace of mind..and you ?
A : quite the same as yours..n a little bit to add ..hehehhe..smoking...hahah..
B : owh..still taking that thing huh..?
A : Na..I just smoke a plain cigar.. in fact I'm tryin to stay clean nowadays..thanks to you..btw we've been talking twice now..I don't even know your name..what's your name mate ?
B : I'm Elisha, you can call me Elis..it's good to hear bout staying clean..keep on striving for that mate..
A : yah..I'm Caleb..actually, I'm here everyday..I always see you here but you didn't notice me..sometimes
      you shouted out loud..sometimes you shed tears..wassup elis?
B : it's nothing caleb..hey gotta go...got tons of assignments to finish up..nice talking to you caleb..
A : ya..c u later elis..


The End...