GOODBYE..

I don't know where to express my sadness rite now..so it's better for me to write it in this blog..
I never expect this to happen..first time in my life being slapped by someone until my mouth bleeding..
Like some kinda abuse..
Is it wrong for me to start a new life by my own?
I know we are blood related..but do I have to stick with him for the rest of my life??!!
Does he have the rights to interfere in the way I live my life...
This is so unfair..!!
I maybe wrong cause I just walked away without saying goodbye..
I kept my distance for a while to make way for him to realize whatever wrong he did to me back in Canada..
I was hoping he will regret but my hope goes to waste..
He will never change..
Hope this is our last goodbye..and the slap is his last gift ..
I wish for him to vanish..stay away from my life forever....!!!!!!
I wish I never carried the same family name..
Go ahead and take all the things left by my belated mom and dad..!!
I don't need that..!! I can survive on my own..without you ..and your damn money!!
One thing for sure..don't messed with my life anymore..!!
I'm sick and tired of living in fear ..let me be free this time and forever..
Cause I need to have a life on my own..
I need a happy life in this new environment...
GOODBYE MY BROTHER...I never want to see you again...!!
This song is for you bro...KARMA..

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