SMILE..

I heard the song "Smile" tonight...I really like the lyrics..really inspired me ..I always listen to this song when I was down..It kinda put a smile on my face ..here it goes...

Smile though your heart is aching..
Smile even though it's breaking..
Though there are clouds in the sky.. 
You'll get by..
If you smile through your fears and sorrows..
Smile and maybe tomorrow..
You'll see the sun come shining through for you..

Light up your face with gladness..
Hide every trace of sadness..
Although a tear may be ever so near..
That's the time you must keep on trying..
Smile, what's the use of crying?..
You'll find that life is still worthwhile..
If you just smile..


But in reality...
Even when I heard this song, my eyes still teary..
Cause it's hard to pretend that I am happy when I am not..
I can put up a smile when I'm with the crowd..
But when I'm by myself, I can't stop the tears from falling..
I can lie to others on how I felt..
But I can't lie to myself and to my heart..


One of my friends used to tell me..
That I wear fake smiles in all my photos..
There's none that really comes from the heart..
I only response with " he..he..he.."
cause I realised that it is right..




I do hope that one day..
I could smile ..
A smile that truly comes from the heart..
Not just a disguise or a fake .. (^_^)




PS: Do you really know how to differenciate between a fake smile n the 
     non- fake one..hahahhahhah