IN LOVING MEMORY..

Four years has passed, I haven't talked with you since then..
You're already at peace with the world and here I am still struggling for life. 
I am missing you..The voice, the care, the look on your face..
Memories about you, are all I have..
They make me cry and yearn for you all the time of my waking life....
Even in sleep I dreamed about you.

And I want you to know that the moment you passed away..

I closed all the doors and windows to my heart..

Sometimes I wish that I should not have been what I was when we were together..
A coward to show the love I felt inside.. 
I always wanted you to know it..and loved me back...
It could have been, that's all I could sigh for...


Sometimes I wish that.. 
You could feel the beatings of my heart even before I let you you know..
You could hear what I think even if you don't hear me..
You could dry the tears in my eyes even though you don't see me..


Life's indeed too short for us to love eternally..


I always listen to this song when I miss you..
And this is for you.." In Loving Memory by Alter Bridge "..

PS: Rest in Peace my dear..